Best date I’ve ever been on. So happy I can call you mine now!! :)
Pac stood up, and it’s the first thing you heard him say in like, two weeks of court. ‘You know, your honor, throughout this entire court case, you haven’t looked me or my attorney in the eye once. It’s obvious that you’re not here in the search for justice, so therefore, there’s no point in me asking for a lighter sentence. I don’t care what you do cause you’re not respecting us, this is not a court of law; as far as I’m concerned, no justice is being served here, and you still can’t look me in the eye. So I say, do what you wanna do, give me whatever time you want, because I’m not in your hands, I’m in God’s hands.
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14There are countless times that I feel like suicide is the only option.
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10 I Miss…
the days when the biggest worry at night was what I should wear the next day.
the days when I just felt fat instead of all the feelings I’m feeling right here
deep down I will always worry that today will be the day
the day I lose control, the day all fall into my fear
I’ve got it down now, I’ve got everything tied up in the window seal
I just hope you don’t see what I’m about to steal
This life you made, Iv’e decided to take away
One jump and a leap & you watch as it fades today
You never showed it any love & any faith when it was awake
So why change now, why cry?
Because we all know those tears are fake
Trying to cover up the little thing you call hate
You say “love you” be there’s never an “I” in it
Over and over you repeat til you get tired of it
Our words are short and most of the time confused
Because I can never forget the time I was abused
The time you tied me up & told me I was confused
You say never lie but often times missed that rule
It’s said to be sin, but when’s the last time you prayed to him?
When you had a worry up in your head that you didn’t want to think about before you went to bed
So lay your head down & refuse
Refuse to listen to any of the words I used
Because I’m leavin now
Not gettin outta town but I’m leaving some how
With a bottle of pills, or a knuce hangin now
Maybe a stone rapped round my legs in the Panama Canal
How can this be?
Is this really happenin some how?
I’m just so numb and I’m saying by right now
my mom is upstairs
on the phone with her mom/my grama. apparently my gramma’s cousin committed suicide. and my mom is yelling into the phone about how “selfish” suicide is and that he is a “bastard” for doing it.
i honestly dont think suicide is selfish. what i think is selfish, is asking someone to stay alive just for YOUR sake. that, is the selfish part of suicide. when someone doesn’t want to be alive anymore, forcing them to stay alive is hell.
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I have to wake up and get ready for work in 3 hrs…
& work a 9 hr. shift
